results are out

Same tajuk dengan entri Nebby-Lah

Anyway, the results are out. I got 3.49 GPA and 3.68 CGPA.

I know, I almost got Dean's List. Bukan rezeki saya, nak buat macam mana kan.

Alhamdulillah syukur nikmat,

kepada Tuhan yang memberi rahmat.

You know, I always got this kind of result.

Part 3 - 3.47

Part 4 - 3.49

Part 5 - 3.49

MUET - 139 Band 3. 140 Band 4

I ALWAYS ALMOST got something. When you see something BOLD, CAPITAL LETTERS and RED. You can easily determine how frequent + important it happens to me.

Think back. Its my fault. I've became naughty and comfort with the result.

I learn to cheat during tests and quizzes.

I became too comfortable receiving a JPA Scholarship every single semester.

Plan for next sem:

1. Do not copy/cheat during tests and quizzes!
2. I don't know how to provoke the comfort, but get the hell out of the comfort zone!

Next semester going to be last semester. My plan right now, to graduate with CGPA above 3.5. If my the last GPA drops, how can I maintain?

So, study hard (I don't have that brilliant-mind-that-could-remember-the-whole-book-cover-to-cover-in-a-night type of girl) and study smart.

Before and after

Google : Before and after marriage.

No forget that. Look around for any married women. Can you recall how they look like before they tie-the-knot??

Slimmer.

This what I fear most. It's not like I'm going to get married tomorrow or anytime soon. Its just the transition that fear me.

Most married women gain weight after they get married. Yes. They are happy. They ate while cooking, while feeding their babies and to accompany their husband for lunch and dinner. Still, its not a good sign.

I'm nowhere near slim and slender. I see myself as average, healthy. But I refuse to get fat!!!

And if you have the guts and an honest married man,

Try to ask them, 'Do you love you wife?'

I bet their answer is 'Hell yeah!' cliche!

Do continue the conversation, 'I bet you love her more now, since she now carries that extra baggage around after you guys married. there are more to love when she's now bigger than the day you married her.'

The good husband says; 'Yeah. She's the mother of my child. But still, less is more. I love my wife.'

Listen to the conversation. There's doubt in the man's voice. He's in doubt. He never doubt his love, he just doubt the decision he made. He thought his beautiful wife, a model-figure lady on their wedding day, would be like that for the rest of their life or gain not-too-much-weight and live happily ever after. He's wrong. He'll keep thinking if there's anything wrong after their marriage that makes the girl like that. The worst fear of all women is, he's thinking about other lady.

I'm going to be 21st on January and I had learnt that it is possible for men to love more than a women in his life at once. Or else, Islam wouldn't let men get married to 4 women at a time. I had also learnt that a wife's figure is important to the man he married to. Don't blame them if they ask you to sign the permission letter to get married again. Look where you go wrong.

Don't doubt their love, they love you, that's why you have 5 children together. Maybe they don't think you love them, because they love the girl they get married to, and I read somewhere that men doesn't want their girl to change after marriage. Mentally and psychically.

This entry is just a note to self.

There are so many women that stay the same after they get married and have babies. Yes they are. My point here is;

1. Not many of them stays the same - psychically
2. I've seen examples in my family, the probability of me getting fat after marriage is BIGGER.