Tuesday 30 December 2014

Duka vs Suka

Salam. Ayuh kita mulakan blog post dengan memanjangkan doa kepada mangsa banjir di Pantai Timur & setengah kawasan di Perak. Moga mereka selamat dan tabah menghadapi dugaan.

Puii! Hang cakap pandai Aena. Hang tengah duduk sejuk jugak macam deme, tapi hang sejuk air-cond, kerusi empuk, ada shawl cover badan. KAPDAI (cakap pandai).

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FB Post dari seorang sahabat. Hmm.
Macam mana nak cakap ye? Emm.. Bila dapat tahu yang banjir melanda Pantai Timur, jujur cakap, sedikit pun saya tak terjejas. Yelah, tak rasa kan. Tapi, sebagai salah seorang ahli group WhatsApp, sedikit sebanyak saya terasa jejasnya. Kenapa? Sebab, group tu, group FAMILY. Family saya, keluarga belah ayah yang berasal dan menetap di Kelantan. Kemudian, sedar diri, ramai kawan-kawan yang dari Kelantan, Terengganu, Pahang. Sedikit sebanyak, saya berasa risau.

Risaukan keadaan mereka.

Tetapi, kehidupan masih perlu di teruskan.

Berdasarkan FB post diatas. Hmm. 

Pada 27 Disember 2014, suatu majlis keramaian berlaku di rumah saya. Keadaan sungguh meriah, majlis berjalan lancar, majlis sangat sempurna. Saya telah bertunang pada hari tersebut.

Jadi, salahkan saya? Berdosakah saya?

Pada pandangan saya, tolong lah mana perlu, mana patut, mana boleh. Kalau saya duduk atas tikar sejadah sehari semalam bermalam-malam, berdoa untuk Tuhan selamatkan mereka, tak kenyang pun mereka disana. Biarlah saya sedekahkan 2tan barangan keperluan, mereka mungkin tidak dapat bantuan itu serta merta.

Ketahuilah doa saya sentiasa untuk mereka tetapi saya juga ada kehidupan yang perlu di sempurnakan.

Monday 15 December 2014

Summary of 2014

When December approched, most of us revisit our 20xx resolution. For me, I had 4 resolutions, I did not accomplished any. *sigh* Fortunately, my 2014 does not revolves around resolutions only. I did some good. I've created my memories to last forever in 2014.

Alhamdulillah, I live to the day I can write a summary of my 2014. Here goes.

January - June
Nothing much. I was enjoying my 'holiday' - yes I was unemployed. I thought I am fine, turns out I am stressed and depressed. I appear very calm, very me, very ok. Seriously, I was fooled by myself too. How'd I found out?

I wanted to grow a long hair and then, I found out that I have severe case of hair loss. Like REALLY severe. I got really scared, I thought I was sick or something. I cut my hair shorter T_T but nothing improves. Until...

2 June 2014
I was hired by Ekuinas and been placed in Alliance Cosmetics Group. I am a trainee, brand executive trainee in charge for the marketing of Silkygirl Cosmetics. Yes. That Silkygirl - with Emma Maembong & Heliza Helmi. I was very excited! Guess what? My hair loss problem getting better. Then, I knew I was stressed and depressed. Being unemployed did that to me.

Somewhere in August
My boyfriend of 4 years pops the question. It's not like it's the first time he did it, but it is the first time I am confident to say yes. I said yes everytime, this time, I am actually prepared.

Somewhere in December
I'm getting engaged. I will be engaged. It's a terrifying experience and I'm excited at the same time. :)

I like my second half of 2014 better. How about you?