Amendedowh? IntroYourDuce.

Situasi : 10 tahun akan datang. Di rumah. Tengah godek PC, tengok gambar lama dalam HDD yang masih elok okey. Dengan, sahabat baik, Nebby lah. Terjumpa gambar ini. 

Ini lah kawan-kawan kita kat PETCO. Dari kiri, Akmal, Azah, Fian, Jean & Olan. Time ni, Azah nak jugak pergi ice skating. So, kita pergi la. First time la keluar bersama-sama, berkenalan berapat-rapat. Gittew. Terima kasih la Azah, perancang masa hadapan.

Haa? Ape dieorg tengah buat sekarang?

Akmal tu, dah kahwin, anak nak masuk dua dah. Hidup suda senang, gaji botingkek-tingkek. Tak kerja kat sanadah, kerja tempat gaji lagi besar lah. Dulu, selalu stress. Sekarang dah ok kot, ade orang jaga kan.

Azah, pun duit botingkek-tingkek. Kahwin dengan abang askar. Waaa.. Rumah dah ada la kan. Pandai jimat ini orang, semua dia nak, semua harga diskaun. Pandai cari. Cerewet orang nye, nak yang perfect saje. Takpe la, puas hati. Ye dak?

Fian, hahaha. Tengok gambar, basah lenjun kawan. Asyik jatuh je. Olan la salah satu sebab jatuh, Olan tak balance, peluk Fian, jatuh kawan. Ceit. Dia ni pun Alhamdulillah, senang hidup. Chill chill gitu, senang dah hidup nye.

Jean.. Dia dah pakai tudung, tu gambar ade smudge sikit. Kawan dah berubah kan.. Takkan nak dedahkan gamba dia dulu-dulu. Cantik Jean pakai tudung, tak pakai tudung pun cantik jugak.

Olan ni haa, acah acah pemalu orang nya. Tapi dia ganas sangat. Tak sesuai uollz. Dia punya curiousity tu, tinggi sangat, susah jugak kekadang. Tapi takpe la kan, dia dah memang macam tu. Iollz orait je.

Ni pula time aktiviti seterusnya. SkyTrex. Ini idea Azah (lagi), Fian and Olan kot. Tiba-tiba pagi tu kita dapat call dari dieorg ni, nak SkyTrex. Sebab tu lambat sikit buat thesis dengan Anep and Kecik. Sorry boys. Tapi sumpah mende ni seronok. Lepas tu, kita ade la pergi lagi. Dengan kamu (Nebby) kan. Sedan and Ayu pun jugak. Oh, tambahan, si botak tu, Ciko. Baru masuk geng. Huntunglah, ada Exec dalam geng. Kenapa nak geng dengan kita pun tak tahu. Dalam ni, Akmal takde. Tak dapat kejut katanya. Pagi kan.

Ni pulak masa jamuan raya. Handsome kan kawan-kawan kita. Cantik kan kawan-kawan kita. Nak tangkap gamba full semua ada, memang susah. Gambar ni Fian pula takde. Nak buat macam mana, geng 7 orang, 7 kepala berbeza. Susah la. Ciko ni buat rosak gambar kan. Ishkk.. Spoil betul!

Itu lah kawan-kawan kita masa intern dulu. Ini la kawan gelak, ini lah kawan gaduh. Padan muka kan. Semoga mereka sentiasa dalam keberkatanNya, happy selalu, senyum sentiasa. Me hearts uollz.

I hearts you more Nebby! Don't worry. Muah. :D

how long would you wait for the one you love

Love in Time of Cholera

What I understand from this movie are:

• The man fell in love with the woman who loves him in return
• They can't get married because her father want the best for her child and asked her to marry a doctor instead.
• She marries the doctor.
• He is brokenhearted. He tries to forget her and he slept with more than 300 women.
• His love for her is eternal. Though he loves her very much, he NEVER disturb her marriage. 
• If you love her, let her go. If she comes back she's yours. If she doesn't, you are never meant to be.
• One day, her husband passed away. He approaches her again after many years. They are both now very old. VERY old.
• They ignite their love sparks that long gone.

So, how long would you wait for the one you love?

nota mintak kaki: 

I ada kenal sorang ni, dia ada boyfriend dah, tapi dia still mesej ex-boyfriend dia cakap rindu semua. Awak, kalau betul awak rindu, awak masih sayang kan dia, baik awak biarkan dia bahagia dengan girlfriend baru dia tu. Saat bahagia awak dengan dia dah berakhir. Sekarang, please embrace and create good memories with your CURRENT boyfriend. Kalau awak nak melayan perasaan awak je dan ignore perasaan semua orang, please respect your CURRENT boyfriend's feeling.

nota mintak tangan:

kau memang dokter cinta pun aena~ pui!

Internship

12 October 2012. 09:46

Her : Hello, is this Ainaa Hazwani?

Me : Yes, speaking.

Her : I'm calling from Maxis Berhad. I received your resume applying for internship right? When will you be available?

Me : I'll be available next year.

Her : Ohh.. Next year? We need someone immediately. Can you report on December?

Me : I'm afraid I can't do that. I haven't finished my finals by then.

Her : Oh I see. When will you finish your final?

Me : Somewhere in January.

Her : I see. I'll keep you in view. Thank you for applying.

Me : Thank you too.

Pergh!! I was overwhelm kottttt.. I sent email saying 'I would be pleased to hear from you soon' tak lah this soon..

Pesan Abah

This is a story I can't recall who told me or where I read it about. Something worth sharing.

Dalam sebuah keluarga - abah, ibu, abang dan adik. Abah seorang peniaga berjaya. Abah berharap, dimasa akan datang, anak-anak abah mengikut jejak langkah abah, mungkin lebih berjaya dari abah. Bila anak-anak abah dah besar, abah mengajar rahsia berjaya kepada anak-anak. 

Kata Abah,

'Kalau bekerja nanti, ada dua syarat - (1) Jangan kena matahari dan (2) Jangan kutip hutang.'

Si Abang dan Adik, ikut kata abah, dengan taat sekali.

Beberapa tahun selepas itu, masing-masing dah mempunyai perniagaan sendiri. Ibu pergi melawat kedua anaknya. Perniagaan si Adik, tidak berjaya. Hutang keliling pinggang tapi si Adik tetap menggunakkan kereta mewah untuk bergerak. Ibu bertanya, apa yang menyebabkan Adik jadi begitu. 

Kata adik, 

'Abah pesan, jangan kena matahari, hari-hari adik pergi kerja naik kereta, nak kemana-mana pun naik kereta. Kereta gerak guna minyak ibu. Abah kata juga, jangan kutip hutang, jadi, adik tak kutip hutang mereka yang berhutang dengan adik, adik berharap dengan sabar mereka membayar hutang mereka.'

Ibu mengangguk faham. Kemudian ibu pergi melawat si Abang pula. Suasana pejabat si Abang tidak seperti Adik. Abang kelihatan gembira dan tenang membuat kerjanya. Seperti adik, ibu bertanya apa rahsia Abang menjadi berjaya begitu?

Kata abang,

'Pesan abah, jangan kena matahari, setiap hari, abang datang kerja sebelum matahari terbit dan pulang selepas matahari terbenam. Pesan abah lagi, jangan kutip hutang, mereka yang berurusan dengan abang, tiada seorang pun yang berhutang, semua bayar cash.'

Ibu terkedu mendengar penjelasan abang. Satu pesan yang sama dari Abah kepada anak-anaknya, tetapi dua pendekatan yang sangat berbeza.

Dreams

'Hey! You know what? I'm going to Paris for semester break! Excited!!'

'Oh-my-Prada! Thank you Daddy!! I love my new Porsche!'

'Well, yea. I just got my Mac book last week.'

Erm.. Yeah. Sorry for the limited knowledge of luxury words. I don't live them. But sure I hope I'll have them. Truth is, I envy those individuals who gets stuff. Really envy them. I just can't afford any of 'em. No going to Paris for holidays, can't event plan right for Genting Highlands! No Porsche for birthday, can't even handle a Myvi. No Mac book if my current Compaq broke down. 

Not complaining. Well, I sure seems like I am, actually not. I'm very thankful of what I have. I have to stay home for holidays, with family and hometown friends not forgetting dear bF. I have a car when others have to goes on and off public transports. I have a laptop when others have to borrow their friends' when they need them. Above all, I'm thankful I have a dream.

A dream to something better. A dream that motivates me. A dream that will give a great feeling when it came true.

A history teacher of mine once said, 'It's better not to be rich, because when you rich, you can't dream. You'll get what you want. There's no fun in that.'

She's right, indeed.

Now, off to bed people. Go get a dream. A dream to live for.

Good night.

Day 26: Your Dream Wedding

Happy 11/11/11

So, its been years since Day 20..

Ahaa.. It's perfect to write this today, since the date is very beautiful.. 

My dream wedding

1. Hopefully will be held on a beautiful date too.
2. All white occasion for the nikah.
3. Warm, happy and cherished moments for walimatulurus on both houses.
4. I'll be wearing a nice-cozy-loose fitting wedding gown. The make-up should be simple and breathable. The shoes will be nice and comfortable.
5. As for the groom, he shall be in anything that match me + cozy and cool too.
6. The wedding will be held in daytime - of course, home the weather will be nice. Not too hot, not windy, not raining. I always thought that every wedding is a blessing from Allah, He congratulate the couple by giving a nice warm day. cause I never come across a wedding held in raining day.
7. The food - is not too common, yet not to extravagant. Something nice for everybody. Food will be sufficient, insyaAllah.
8. The seating, my neighbor held a 7-tent wedding, maybe I'll revolve around that.

 

That's all I can think about now, just come to my wedding to compare and contrast.If any of these doesn't happen, well, I'm marrying a man with his own thought. Do count the thoughts of the man and my family. Sure it will be chaotic!

Bak kata pepatah yang saya tak pernah dengar tapi Encik bF kata ada:

Manusia punya asa, Tuhan punya kuasa.

Asa tu apa?

Lastly,

I love you husband-to-be whoever who are.

Wonder what are you doing now dear. 

Maybe just come home from solat Jumaat? 

See you on wedding day!